Scattered , I wander through desert now
Pain controls every move I make... A burden of dreams
An endless stream of indecision, devoid of life
How the battle is lost
Without letting go
Will to believe that what I see
Is a fragment of life
And a fragment of death
Whispers of a hidden fear
Just an endless stream In a fragment of death
Arrogance and self hatred, the stench of unknowing
Look at me, distorted lifeless mass
Release me from this cage of deception
Swansong I bring to thee
Blind my eyes, I beseech, impious mind
For tainted still I am, for truth I don't believe
Sour eyes can never see, dead soul can never be
I believed that what i saw was
Small fragment of life
And a fragment of death
Now I know that what I've seen
Was my flesh